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Thursday, October 24, 2002

hmmm.

our electric bill is 160 dollars. for a month.

sheesh!

Wednesday, October 23, 2002

i freakin' want this mouse!!

RAAAAAAH!

Tuesday, October 22, 2002

i got my first birthday present, even though my birthday's 5 days away...

^_^

thanks mike for the keyboard...freakin' awesomely quiet and cool!

hoo hoo!

That and we gave justin his birthday present freakishly early because we gave him an electric razor...and he's been in the bathroom shaving and stuff for like 40 minutes because of his beard...hahahahaahha

today's just been a relatively happy day...heh



i want this watcH!!!

AAAAAARRRGGGH!!!

Monday, October 21, 2002

this morning, i climbed out of bed. something was wrong, but i couldn't quite put my finger on it. i went into the bathroom, opened the door, then locked it...and then I started up the shower. I got in, stood there for a while, and then proceeded to shampoo my hair.

i grabbed the shampoo bottle.

except i couldn't lift it.

for my fucking life, i could not lift the shampoo bottle.

allow me to explain. i was arm wrestling my roommates last night, and so the muscles that were used to lift stuff was extremely sore.

i stood there for about 3 minutes trying to lift my shampoo bottle.

yeah.

and on the way back, i saw some MoMoDesign watches, and I really really wanted an automatic watch, so I ducked in to ask about the price, and the cheapest automatic watch there was...well....

$1,495

yeah.

RrRAaRR!!!

Sunday, October 20, 2002

I had a really weird dream this morning:

I lived in China. it was a kind of a separate small ghetto city. However, it was like a full fledged WORKING city
with rich regions and poor regions and all. The city was out in the middle of nowhere in China and was like some
kind of experiment. the closest thing would probably be the city in Judge Dredd.

All i remember is that i had a daughter, and she was like 16...and kinda hot...but that's an opinion after i woke
up. Some experiment was done on her and she was possessed by some kind of blood lust. She was very self controlled
though, and she held her self back, but she was in agony on the inside.

Me, i was some sort of guy who used uniball pens as weapons. they seemed to be similar to guns in a way because i
was using them like weapons. i head a cloaking technique similar to predators and UT2003. It was a light diffraction
mechanism that allowed me not to be seen. if i moved, light would diffract in the shape of my body so you can tell
that it was me, but if i didn't move, i just simply became invisible.

From what i remember, there was some kind of "SlugFest" where literally , there were MILLIONS of slugs all over the
place. and me and my friends were playing practical jokes on each other with the slugs. I kindly excused myself, and
went to an office, stole some sort of document and took off. But an the owner of the documents saw me ( my mentor or
something ) and chased after me, so i ran and used my cloaking device.

I apparently was going to take the documents to the Chinese outside. That's when I saw we were in the middle of no
where, kind of like BattleField 1942. They shot at me with tanks and cannons and exploded a whole ton of gas tanks
and what not on the side of the building. This in turn caused an earthquake, and the city started slowly going down.

I was obviously double crossing my mentor. I told him i needed to save my daughter, so we ran to the building which
she was being experiment in. I don't know how I knew which one, but i just KNEW. he took the elevators, i ran the
stairs. goddamn, half of the stairs fell away and there was a 6 foot gap, and a drop all the way down to the ground
from the stairs and the floor i wanted to get off on. and frickin' what do you know, the goddamned dell kid was
saving his 21 inch monitor and dell computer. he got on his cellphone and called 911 and said, " i need help
bringing my computer down from a 7 story tall building." i just uncapped my pen and shot him with it.

I got off on the 7th floor and it was like this really luxurious floor with marble floors and everything. then i saw
a guy, and i knew that the Chinese guy i was stealing documents for, actually lived inside the city, and controlled
EVERYTHING inside this little American city, and that we were actually really fucked because the connection of
outside Chinese guy and inside Controller just clicked. so i dual wielded pens, ( i know how weird THAT sounds) and
checked the corner.

Controller and my mentor was sitting on couches and talking. My mentor had guns pointed at him so he couldn't move.
i decided that it was better to go around, so i go around a large room where i saw the REAL mentor, and realized
that the one sitting with Controller was a fake, so i confronted them. then Controller brought out my daughter, her
eyes bloodshot from bloodlust. She basically told me that she could go out of control at any time and she wanted me
to shoot her. of course i couldn't because i was her father. and she and i were talking about it. conversation as
follows: ( the whole time, i had my pen trained on her, and the other trained on Controller.)

d: hi, daddy.
j: hi. how you doin?
d: i'm holding up ok...you know i could go berserk at any time.
j: i know. what do you want to do?
d: i'm really holding myself together, dad.
j: i know, i'm very proud.
d: i could go berserk at any time.
j: that's what i wanted to talk to you about.
d sits down on the couch and crosses her legs and puts her hands on her lap
d: what do you want to do?
j: what do YOU want to do?
d: i'd ask you to kill me, but i know you can't. but you can't let me go berserk eitehr
j: i know. i don't want to do any of those.

at that point, i woke up.


yes.

very weird.



so i had a very nice day today...i went to UTC looked around, came home empty handed...(awww), and cooked A LOT. I
had the best dinner in a long while: Steak, Salmon Sashimim Shrimp and Salad. (Surf N Turf, the Four S's!!!) On top
of that I got to eat oysters, which were FREAKIN' GOOD. On top of that, I'll be co-working on Egg Tarts and my Beef
Stew is currently on the burner. OOOOH boy. ^_^

Gotta go check the stew! bai!