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Friday, February 04, 2005

i'm abandoning this.
i like my life too much.

Saturday, December 18, 2004

i'm in taiwan, and it's my third day, and this city is hardly what you can call relaxing.

even though i'm technically on vacation, sometimes i wonder what the hell i'm doing here, and at times, i'm really wondering why i'm not back in the united states where all my friends are.

i had two single serving friends on the plane. we talked for hours on end. one's a graduate student in education at the university of san francisco. the other is...well...i forget, but she's cuter than the graduate student. we traded emails, and i'm supposed to get msn as soon as i get back to the US so i can talk to these two girls (michelle and tina).

other than that, the only people my age, or even close to it, would be my cousins. except they're all either working or in school.

which affords me a lot of time to read. so far.

i just want to get on the phone and talk to people. there's so many things i want to talk to with dan, stephanie and katherine...i'm like...slowly going insane with anger from NOT having a vent.

until then...this will have to suffice.

as sad as it may be, being american affords me several luxuries in this country. for one, people treat me a lot better, than say my parents. and i'm trying to blend in too, but with the clothes that i brought back, i look distinctly...american. having only brought back guess? or banana republic shirts, and express jeans and khaki's...well...you get the picture.

i can already hear one of you lecturing me on being american and taiwanese and blah blah blah....

shut it already, i don't care.

it's only the 3rd day of 2 weeks. we'll see how this goes as soon as i meet up with my cousin tomorrow.

Saturday, December 11, 2004

so for the record, it's friday night after final's week and there is a shitload of people downstairs at CARL's.

I'm very tipsy.

I don't know 75% of the people downstairs.

and all I know is that there is a RECORD number of Deltasigs online and AWAY.

you know what...

i've come to the conclusion, the reason i'm posting in this is because i don't know most of the majority of the people downstairs.

of course i'm completely and utterly amazed with the fact that I can type nearly perfectly while i'm still REALLY REALLY buzzed.

so just for the record...HAHAHAHA...and i know this is going to kick me in the ass, calErie's making out on ray's bed.

that's all. HAHAHA....

i don't feel like joining the debauchery that is roger and girls' screaming downstairs. i feel like being alone. but what can i say? my little didn't go to TJ, and chose to get drunk with her boyfriend on this friday...::sigh::

it'll be okay, i think.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

yanked from a maxim:

Some guys go to strip clubs. I don't like strip clubs. They don't make any sense to me. It's almost like someone puts a hot, juicy turkey in front of you, and all you can do is yell at it. You're like, "Whoo! I bet you go good with gravy!" And then you shove a dollar in its ass.


Sunday, November 07, 2004

i love my lil bro stephanie SO much, holy crap.

we're connecting so well, it's great. any worries that i had about her are all GONE.

yay stephanie!

Thursday, November 04, 2004

so a lot has happened since i've posted.

bush is president once again. although i am pissed off that this whole damned country is republican, there's only one way to go from here:


bush had better not be a dick and not finish what he started.

delta sigma pi:
everything is rolling for the rest of the quarter
the only thing i gotta do is spend time with my stephanie wuerz, my little bro. (or sis if you want to get technical. )

she's so funny and sweet and cute, lol.

yay for little sisters! i love her so much!

i'm finished with the hardest midterm for the quarter, 170A.
it freaking sucked, i'll tell you that.
at least it's over. it's time to drink my worries away. hahah...

i studied with my little the ENTIRE week until thursday. man, talk about major suckage of a week.

plans for tonight:
relax! i promised i'd drink with lyllian tonight, so we'll see...i sort of want to do something with steph, but her sister and her mom are here, so she might have to spend time with her.

plans for tomorrow:
carlsbad! i want to go shopping for crap, hahah...i actually want a hat.
annie wants to go too, so i'm going to take her. maybe we can just turn this into a giant outing, YEAH. that and i want to drink too. hahah...

plans for saturday:
social at 12:00 at school, basketball.
i don't know...it's basketball. i'm pretty bad...lol.
eat out with alpha and beta pledge class! that would be AWESOME.
since dan's gone, and calvin's gone, we'll make our own fun. or something. we'll think of something. we always do, hahaha..

birthday presents:
man, all i have to say is....i don't need more liquor.
but i did. i got 2 bottles of jack and a hip flask.

help me.

okay, i should pay attention in class.

Friday, October 29, 2004

my birthday consisted of:

liquid cocaine
3 wise men
scooby snack
lemon drop

thanks to everyone who made my hangover on the 28th possible!

all sarcasm aside, lol, i had a great time.

i had no idea so many people actually cared about me enough to take care of me when i was sick. (or make fun of me for that matter.)

but i've finally joined the 21 club!